I'm thinking of not using post titles anymore.
Recently I have taken to shaking when I cry, and the skin under my eyebrows goes red, making my gray eyes blue.
I want to be able to build the world from scratch.  I can't create things, or even put things together.  Nothing coming from the source.  All I do is tear things down and apart.
I want to make flowers and colors and plastic and preparations and wax.  Salt and country clubs too. 


  1. I'm sorry you are shaking and crying Mary:(. You do create and put together things well with the words and pictures on your blog.

  2. I don't shake when I cry, I roll around a lot and contort my legs haha. crying is good, it helps you get it all out and then you can move on.