O Lord, you have searched me and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
You are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue
You know it completely, O Lord.
You hem me in-behind and before;
You have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, 
Too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens you are there;
If I make my bed in the depths, 
You are there.
If I rise on the wings of dawn,
If I settle on the far side of the sea.
Even there your hand will guide me
Your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
And the light become night around me,"
Even the darkness will not be dark to you;
The night will shine light the day,
For darkness is as light to you.
For you created my inmost being,
You knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
When I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
Your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me 
Were written in your book
Before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
Were I to count them, 
They would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!
They speak of you with evil intent;
Your adversaries misuse your name.
Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord,
And abhor those who rise up against you?
I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
Search me, O God, and know my heart; 
Test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me, 
And lead me in the way everlasting.

I don't have faith in religion, but I memorized this Psalm in second grade and it brings me indescribable peace.
I sound like a flake.


  1. You don't sound like a flake at all. Many of the psalms are wonderful regardless of ones faith. I always wondered what the music accompanying some of the Psalms sounded like. Reading this now brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for posting this.

  2. not flake-ish at all!
    i don't practise any religion either, but my mom used to sing me songs when i was little that she learned in church. It still brings me great comfort to sing those to myself.
    and welcome back :)